www.megumikanda.com

My dad made Megumi a website. Go check it out, its pretty cool. :)

I've really been freaking myself out about these incoming freshman. Its like I worked so hard this year, and now I'm afraid that some kid whos been taking lessons all his life is just going to waltz in and take over. Its hard to think about...but i'm trying to get past the fact that chair placement still matters. (to me it still does) I know its not supposed to. People have told me that. But I still see chair placement as a way of measuring 'how good you are.'

So I decided today that no matter who is coming in and no matter how good they are, i'm going to play the best audition of my life this September, and I'm going to feel damn good about it. :) So thats all I really care about right now...this summer will be a test of how hard I can push myself without being around studio people.

If anyone has suggestions, i'd love to hear them right about now. Thanks for reading.

Love,
Rachel